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【催眠】 申鶴 甘雨 (2) Mind Control Shenhe Ganyu (2) - You Make Me Want It 4

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Just a short video, since I wanted to use the motion in the last video again. Next video will be Ningguang.
BTW, there's a story I want to say, but it's kinda my personal, depressing story, so if you just want to see the video, you can just skip.

I have low self-esteem. This became worse after I started posting video on iwara. I didn't notice the hard effort of making video when I was just watching, but when I started making it myself, I felt it. The video I made doesn't seem to be very good. Every time I saw a video that was well made, I felt depressed and wondered why I was so bad. Even though I knew it was not good, I couldn't stop comparing. So every time I uploaded a video, I made a lot of excuses and got stressed. And at the time, I tested positive for COVID last week. It hurt a lot. I felt like I was going to die now, and the fear of dying was so frightening. I had nightmare that day, but nothing existed in my dream. There wasn't even myself.(This is probably what death looks like) I struggled but I couldn't do anything. Even after waking up, it took me a very long time to realize that it was just a dream. After that, I was thankful that I didn't die. And amazingly, my pain was all gone, and my mind became very clear. This experience of overcoming death was very special. I am alive. I don't know when I will die, so I will be grateful to be alive everyday and I will do my best in everything. Things don't get better by comparing with others.

That's how I made the last video. I made it with the determination not to regret even if I die after making it. You can see the difference between my previous video. (Wow, it's so dramatic. I could even write my own self-help book ROFL. Title will be like: 'How COVID Changed My Life: Love Yourself)

Anyway, from now on, I will try to have more confidence. You know, my video isn't rly that bad, right? If I'm not good at it, I can just keep practicing. And I will try to write video description as short as possible next time. Well, thanks for reading my story. Stay safe guys.